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June 10th 2023.

Morning peeps,i’ve been away,had multiple heartbreaks and was at the rock bottom for too long..Now I’m back stronger than ever.I gained a bit of weight but now its time to get that body back.

I stopped eating junk and carbs.From now on for a few days,just these will be consumed by me;

-Green tea
-Water
-Salad
-Smoothies
-Soups

And i’ll skip these;

-Carbs
-Snacks
-Alcohol
-Coke/Sprite

Today my breakfast is a Grande matcha,I’ll drink water and soup all day only.I’m 64 kg and planning to drop to 60 in a few days,my initial goal is 54.

supercanonfille:

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“she’s had plenty of drug problems, and dated some questionable men, she’s been blamed for promoting anorexia and heroin use and her nicknames include cocaine kate, and kate mess”

Last exit

I lost 7 kgs in two weeks and now I look much better,but somehow I don’t feel enough.I am 60 kgs rn and my goal is to drop to 57,when I do I’ll decide if I should keep loosing or not.
Literally now,I binged,I fuckin binged and I hate myself for that.I will restart my strict diet tomorrow,includes;

-Green Juice in the morning.

-Tuna salad for dinner

-Take ur vitamin

-3LTs of water

-Green tea

-1 hr spinning

-Workouts

-Sleep hungry

-No carbs Sunday

Why should I do that?
-So i can be hotter than all the hoes he fucks.
-So he can appreciate me more
-So I can attract more guys
-So I can wear crop tops and low rise jeans/skirts.
-So when I go to his place the next time I can sleep on my lingerie/undies only.
-So people will tell me how skinny am i.
-So I can apply to IMG models.
-So I can be better than all the girls I envy rn.
-So I can go to the beach with him
-So he can carry me
I feel so bad!